the best i've ever had.

One thing that makes me happy every single day is getting a phonecall from him.

Although it will just be a simple hello or a fight of who's getting fatter after several months apart.

But today I received one of the rare ones. As usual, I waited for his call, which is usually at midnight.

But Vertical Horizon 'The Best I've Ever Had' was not heard until one and a half hour past midnight.

I bet he won't remember that he called today.

Coz I'm pretty sure he's 100% asleep when he called. Nasib lah boleh faham ape die cakap. Haha.



Thank you for calling me in your dream sayang.

Never the best feeling.

I always think that I'm inadequate.

When it comes to people, eventhough they are at the level of my waist, I have a feeling that they are above me in some aspect. Its not that I feel intimidated by litte kids, I'm not that stunted. It is just like I'm not living my life full enough to be wiser, to be strong enough to stand up and speak. Sometimes I think that the voices inside me dominates my sound box. I'm not hallucinating, just don't get me wrong. I have not lost my sanity, I know.

Eloquence is really hard to attain, but it is easy to act like you are eloquent enough to face the world. I hope some day it will come to me.

Although I know, it might not be easy.


Footnote : One week to go!!!

Random Points

1. Nowadays, I didn't even realize how fast time goes by. When I woke up this morning, its already April. But the thing is, I feel like february has just ended yesterday. It Is quite ironic actually as ObGyn suppose to make days feel like months years.

2. I love April. Not because I will turn a year older in the middle of the month, but just because its April.

3. I realized that I have been thinking too much lately. I don't even notice that I have not cut my hair since October 2008!

4. I missed travelling. For the past two years, in this time of the year, my sisters and I were travelling in Indonesia :(

5. I missed talking on the phone to him :((



6. For the record, I have been staying in Kampung Baru on weekdays for the past two months.

7. I want to go out and take pictures with my big black machine soo badly!

At the lowest.

For a moment, it is difficult to get your mind off somebody.
Particularly when it was only yesterday that the time is mutually shared.
And only for a split second, the contentment slips away.
When you realized that the path you take is not the same as his.
And the comfort of being beside him will be months away.
That is the time when the tears are shed, and the feeling is poured.
As being strong willed can easily be mimicked, and sadness can easily be misinterpreted.

Earth Hour: Save Earth, Go Green! (or black)

If you think you have throwed mountains of rubbish or have been using CFC aerosol spray long enough in your life which contributes to the formation of unwanted holes in the ozone layer, you should become a part of Earth Hour campaign in order to pay your debts to Mother Nature.

Bukan susah pun, on 28th March 2009 at 2030 to 2130 hours, grab a blanket as well as your picnic basket and head to your lawn. You should spend that one hour stargazing, instead of watching tv, blogging, facebook-ing, or doing any electricity-required activities.

Vote for EARTH by turning off your lights for ONE HOUR. It is world's first global election day.

EARTH vs GLOBAL WARMING

Which side are you?

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Happy Tree Day

Today was truly a great day to go out with my big black machine, the models and two awesome mommies. Eventhough it was drizzly, but we managed to take great shots!

Love these people to death! :)